So I get to work now, I mean actually get paid, to do this "job" called Young Life. My role as Staff Spouse (liberal use of capitalization intentional) is my greatest honor and pride and privilege, but saying I'm "back on staff" holds a special place in my heart as well. I have mixed feeling about that privilege mostly around the fact that I have NO IDEA WHAT I'M DOING! But that's a post for another day. (perhaps another 3 year writing gap is in order?)
What I learned:
1. Do not let my worship voice be recorded and/or posted in any way shape or form. I can only pray those Instagram posts didn't get "shared" before I deleted them. Yowch! Sorry neighbors!
2. I should write stuff down. I mean if Jen Hatmaker can write and say what she thinks, why can't I? I mean we basically are thinking the same thing, so why not? I am usually afraid of myself usually, so maybe I should just get out of the way and write some junk down.
3. I need to remember how IN LOVE WITH JESUS AND THE BIBLE I was when I first met him. I mean, 17, clueless, hopeless and dauntless. I dove into that little blue and silver Bible and called my leaders (plural, in case one was busy, I would just go on to the next leader on the list) with lots of questions such as:
- I think maybe I shouldn't be drinking. Where does the Bible say that?
- Who is this Satan guy and should I be afraid of him?
- Why do bad things happen to good people?
- what made you believe in Christ in the first place? (ok, they actually said that to me, I have the note, so that makes me wonder how QUICKLY I forgot my first love?!)
These 25 year old notes brought to you by MaryBeth and Chris Reufer, wherever you are!
Denny Rydberg is leaving the mission, which is huge for Andy and I since he started the same year Andy started. Andy learned something else about himself: all the 30+ year veterans are Regional Directors. Makes a person wonder. Flying under the radar is getting harder and harder.
What we learned from Denny (well, his talk anyway) from Hebrews 12:1-2:
- Remember our great crowd of witnesses. (we have amazing cheerleaders, coaches and fans as well as the home field advantage!)
- Throw off everything that entangles. (come clean before the Lord.)
- Run with perseverance the race marked out for ME.
- After Jesus reinstated Peter, Peter turned around and said, "What about that guy?!" Well, what is that to YOU Peter? Run your own race. P.S. What is that now?!
- Fix your eyes on Jesus
- Like having a focal point in labor, find Christ in my own special way. I think that's my QT place by the fireplace! I don't see a Day Away With God anytime in my near future.
- This is not a sprint, not a marathon, it's the IronMan Triathlon and a RELAY at that. So he gave us all batons with this verse as a reminder. I appreciate that since my babysitter for this trip is a relay track star. Thanks for the free gift Denny!
My favorite speakers were sarah Hagerty and Jen Hatmaker.
Here are some notes from Sarah:
Keep in mind, sweet reader that half of my tears were due to my personal tie with Sarah. She was Andy's club kid who introduced us. Well, she recommended us to each other anyway, She and my new co-leader Abby Wheeler, now Anderson, put 2+2 together and thought Andy and I would be a great match. So we looked for each other at the first staff conference and the rest is history. How's that for a story?
Sarah struggled in Campaigners with performance-based faith. She was, as a result, an AMAZING Campaigner kid! I'm not kidding, she and her friends left a legacy that spread far and wide. That senior class of girls ran such a tight ship they didn't even WANT Christy Lewis or Me to come in to "lead" them. That led to it's own list of problems, but lack of motivation was not one of them.
She went on to lead at Miami, start Lakota West (still going strong) and staff in Va. She burned out, sometime after getting married, when she realized all this racing against God would never end in satisfaction. So she learned to go back to the back porch swing with Jesus and remember those first few starry nights exploring His Word and His love for her as a person.
"Intimacy with Jesus" this seminar started with Sarah's story and moved into John 12:1 where Mary anoints Jesus' feet.
What I learned:
- Mary gave Jesus EVERYTHING. What am I keeping in reserve for "just in case"?
- This kind of love is impetuous, like an adrenaline rush of first love.
- He enjoys me when I have NOTHING to offer. when I bring NOTHING. (Hello, "little" kid season... where there is no "ministry" to speak of. Hello being clueless at my job. Hello not knowing ANY kids who really need me. Hello failure at leader care and banquet recruitment.
- This kind of love looks wasteful, irresponsible.
- Jesus is extravagant, he LIKES me, not just loves me in general as in "loves the world"
- He colors outside the lines
Matthew 26:13 Wherever the Gospel is preached, TELL HER STORY.
- Jesus is GOOD, WORTHY AND FOREVER IN LOVE WITH ME.
I want to:
- Fall more in love
- Give more away
- Spend more time along with the Father.
"Lovers will always OUTWORK workers." boom
Jen Hatmaker's talk about Post-Modern Christian culture which redefines our thoughts on how to reach lost kids (and church kids) is outlined in "For The Love" in the "Jesus Kids" chapter.
1 Corinthians 4:15-16, 11:1
Paul says be a father, an example, a mentor. Kids don't need "guardians" they have 100's of "nannies" out there and are getting their information from soundbites and instagram. They WANT someone to follow!
"To lead it, you need to LIVE it!"
"Well done trumps well said!"
What will impact kids the most? A Faithful Life.
Boom.
Dave Ramsey's session was hilarious and life-altering. I need to read his book and may order his program on-line. He donated the books and basically is donating the program for staff. So he's legit. We are in debt and it's stressing me out and this could take a while. So, this is a story for another day. #cutupcreditcards #ouch
I have nothing to say about Louie Giglio.
Matt Chandler was night one, which seems like a million years ago. Don't want to forget it...
Romans 8:15-17
Spirit of Slavery:
- Thinking God loves a better version of myself. i.e. more successful, more fit, more prayerful, etc.
- We may be putting our hope in validation from others. i.e. family, ministry
- We may be putting our hope in the word... stuff... stuff has an emotional effect on us. It plays on our brokenness
- We may be putting our hope in religion/ministry itself. But it's not as good as Jesus.
- Spirit of slavery leads to FEAR. But that's NOT the spirit we've been given.
Spirit of Adoption:
"MY Dad is bigger than YOUR dad!"
verse 16, the Spirit testifies to our spirit. He convinces us that we're children of God.
- by giving us affection for God. This elicits an emotional response in our soul.
- obedience. While imperfect, it's still our desire. He empowers it and enables it...by BREAKING US DOWN AND BUILDING US BACK UP. (ouch)
verse 17, HEIRS
- Heir to an EMPIRE that's beyond imagination
- Creation will be remade, new heaven and new earth (1 Cor 15) Glorious body (wahoo!)
- God's presence... HIMSELF!
verse 17b, Suffering
- let's just skip this part!
- heir to suffering? that sucks!
- James 1:2-4 ESV Don't begrudge the difficult days.
- Whew, that wasn't so bad!
That's it! That's my notes! That and a bunch of videos that required deletion due to incriminating evidence (ugh!). Other highlights:
- Old friends from Dayton (HS), Cinci/Oxford (college), Southview (Toledo), Grove City (PA years), and of course numerous assignments and camp trips. (My favorite is my Miami friends!)
- New friends, our North Coast Region group was SO FUN! We stuck together a ton and really enjoyed each other. We have a lot to be proud of. Good job, Team!
- More highlights
- Toms sunglasses for everyone
- Disney Hollywood Studios. Rented out just for US! Mickey sang HBD to YL!
- Univeral Studios. Overwhelming and confusing. Much suffering.
- Disney Port Orleans Riverside. We stayed there instead of the Marriott and I would do that again in a hot second. It helps when Lauren McClain drives us everywhere so our precious butts don't have to sit on shuttle busses. Bless.
- Program Hilarity:
- Sloop, Kelsey, Leonard and Will Cox.
- Saturday Night Live with musical guest LaCrae (amazing, but 90% of staff left)
- #yl75, @yl75celebration and a yl75 app. This is the age of social media. Whoa.
- Lip sync battle between Wiley Scott/Shelly Sadler and Brandon Heath/Drew Holcomb,
- Bad Cabin time skit with Chilly, Mecum, Chao and way-too-perfect "wrong second-timer" act.
I probably forgot some stuff. I already forgot the ASC2012 stuff (except for SeaWorld and NOT getting TOMS, that was a heart breaker).
But I'm pushed closer to the Lord and feel more affirmed than ever to run MY race with excellence and when I can't do that.... just stay in the race.
Happy 75th Birthday Young Life!